Friday, March 28, 2008

caught stepup2 with missy anyseeyuen on tuesday. i choose the couple seats since it seems more spacious but apparently,seeyuen got disturbed by a noisy pair of couple beside her. the show was AWSOME. seeyuen got so influenced by the dances that she added learning hip-hop into her list after the A's. that a definate prove for the awsome-ness of this movie. i like the the part in the last dance with song bounce by timbaland. the connection between Robert Hoffman and Briana Evigan is fantastic. as usual,seeyuen cute movements never fails to make me laugh like a mad woman. at one point of the movie,she was like saying that part of the dance is very nice but i can't recall which part was it and she actually "dance" it out to show me. and being girls,its inevitable to comment on the leading male actor.
seeyuen:wow,not bad. this guy is handsome. but at some angles,he is not.
me:yes,yes. OH,he is handsome at this angle
next moment,seeyuen:see,this angle he is not handsome alr.
HAHA.
school has been pretty hectic and stressful at this stage. but it proves that i must really work hard on my subjects in order to have good grades. and yes,i also want to achieve something for my upcoming bowling comp. as much as it seemed to be tough,i'm glad i have goals and aims. and yes,no time for complicated relationships now and time to be on track. we have lost so much in search for an answer for eveything and dwelling aimlessly into things which seems to be significant to us.well,perhaps time has made me realise its time for nature to take its course. maybe thats the best anwser for eveything
there's a point where life is so awsome and there's a point where it came crashing down. the worst part isn't the tears we've shed or heartache we've felt,its the part where we stop loving ourselves and stay stagnent at the lowest point,sinking deeper and deeper. we've lost and gain in this journey and only ourselves can make this gain a good one. forgive,learn and move on,that's the point.
♥ much love!
Sunday, March 23, 2008
that freaking physics is obtaining too much of my brain memory. and yes,it is making me mad. can't wait to get over and done with it on tuesday. sadly,physics is my worse sub so no choice,had to study:(
anyway,i still have an undone gp essay which is making my brain bursting. and s-pop concert on channel u tempted me so much that i've forgone 3 hours just like that. lol,nevermind,i shall treat it as a reward for slogging my physics today. since i cannot squeeze out anything out for gp essay, i decided to grab a bottle of breezer lime from the fridge and give my brain some wakeup call.
anyway,wanted to rebond my hair ytd but calvin was against it. so he just cut for me and ask me to wait for it to grow. so ya,no new look. lol
alright,i shall get back to gp essay. HELLO DEAR ESSAY(:
♥ much love!
Friday, March 21, 2008
and the dancebeat went onthe dance performance finally ended at victorial theater on thursday.
ohmy,it was far more tiring to be the backstage crew then i've imagine and i really can't imagine the total of tireness the dancers must endure. but at least they'll be able to rest for their cca now.
wednesdayheaded down to victorial theater with chin,desiree,gen,huang and ceph. we walked our way slowly there and munched on some snacks and as usual,got nagged by miss in when we reached. at first i thought i'll be holding a walkatakie so at least i can walk about but no,i must stand at the side of the stage for the whole performance to listen to the intercom and give the dancers instructions. chin is worse,had to stand with me as well as run about. the rehearsal starts at 7 plus till 9 but miss in still wants one more run. so ya,left victorial theater at 11pm. my legs almost gave way during the second run. and poor dancers,had to dance so much right before the day of ther performance. and the irritating part was miss in kept saying"jiaying,you feel like dancing now? last time ask you join, you dont want la" and sadly,yes i want to dance so much but i didn't regret joing bowling((:
thurdaywas just morning assembly in school and off to victorial theater. chin and i rotted for the whole morning but its better compared to listening lectures in school since our eyes will be closed anyway. luckily more of our classmates arrived to accompanied us. yesyes,craped with them and eat tons of sweets. okay,one scary part happen at vt. apar from the dressing rooms at level one,there's another level upstairs and stupid huang suggested having our packet lunch upstairs. well,the level was dark and us being timid,sat near the stairs. after eating,we went down and miss hu approached us and said"don't go up next time.there's a reason why we don't allow you all to go up there and i don't wish to say." OMG,must be upstairs got 'dirty" stuff and yet we are still happily eating away just now. and in the last minute,got dragged up onto the stage to give flowers to the principal. chin and i was counting away happily when each dance was done since this mean that the performance will be ending soon. and when it ended,we were so happy. shall miss the crapping times spent during this dance rehearsal and performance.
what we did when chin and i was bored in the dressing room




i really miss the stage. i still remember how tiring it was during secondary school when we prepared for syf-the scoldings,the body aches and bruises but how satisfying when we danced on the final stage during the sfy competition. and how we slogged for the performance at victorial concert hall @ 2006 and how happy we are when we are on the stage with hundreds of audience below. although i'm just a crew this time round,i still feel the presence of the dancestage and the dancebeat. and i will learn dance again,very soon(:
♥ much love!
Sunday, March 16, 2008
firstly,the boys did well. so, congrats congrates (: and secondly, i'll be attending school on only mon,tue and wed next week and i'll be skipping the horrible thurs as i'll be at victorial theater getting ready for dance society's peformance at night. muhaha,isn't that great for a big fat slacker? however,i think i'll be stoning for the whole morning and afternoon there,lucky i have chin with me.
and yesyes,i actually managed to finish 3/4 of my holiday homework.
miracle as i can't resist to tv,com and stoning temptations.
well,the stress has been building up after since the release of the A's results. it seems that business courses are a hit in universities which means that you must score well to at least have a chance to be in the particular business course. well,it spells doom for me since i think i only have business-related interest. a big nono to enginnering or science-related stuff. chemical-enginnering seems good but i dont think i fit the bill for it. i think my only route in uni is only accountancy&marketing(damn hard to get in)/banking and finance/business tourism. and the only solid access to these courses is super good grades like 3As for h2 sub? MAN,i'm so dead X(
i must be optimistic,i must be,must.
♥ much love!
Friday, March 14, 2008
this week hasn't been of a happening one. only had an outing with classmates and the rest of the days were filled with school and trainings. and yes,filled with school-related stuff in a week which is supposed to be a break. anyway,found improvement during my trainings. self-satisfaction(: and yes,teammates were full of crap and laughter which makes trgs less boring.
i found out that i haven't been meeting up with my dearest purepigs since early feb. this is scary since we've been seeing each other almost everyday during nov/dec hols. so when i heard mr fatty wenbin is in xms for his stjohn,i just went in randomly to check him out. but that busy man is too busy,we only talked for 5 secs? LOL shall and will definately meet up soon. :D
and and,i just realised i use a darn 2 hours to finish 4 maths question. inefficient slow brain, i almost died from the pile of tutorials X( gogo!
okay,here's some nagging so bear with it. its a sad fact to know that the he/her that you've been watching as he/her grow up is turning bad. and yes,i found her thinkings totally absurb and immature but what to do,it's part and parcel of a teenager's life which we can't control. what's more,the change is unimaginable. and i'm really worried for her future. so ya,i hope she'll find the right path (:
okay,the boys will be participating in tmr's and sun's NUS open bowling comp. wish them luck(:
neddy neddy life
♥ much love!
Monday, March 10, 2008
updates(:
practically last week was a hit too all with the release of A levels chinese results. to those who didn't did as well as expected, jiayou alright,i'm sure you can do it. well,bowling trg was kind of intensive and i'm like practically bowling every single day and yet, i still suck at it. and i'm in the state of want-sick-not-sick situation which makes my whole body feel damn weak. so there's school+trg tmr,wed,thurs and sat. hoho,what a holiday this is but well,kind of expected. so there's undone tutorials,undone self-directed learning,undone revision for upcoming common test. CRAP lol.and of course,this will cont till A's which means that i'll be having a no-life life for this year.
lalala.
♥ much love!
Saturday, March 01, 2008
and yes,bowling competition is tmr. not feeling even a tiny weeny nervous because i know that we will probably never get the champ. just going for exposure and fun. but anyway,wish me luck people. at least don't make me srcew up my games (: gogo!
♥ much love!
i don't understand why teenagers nowadays fall deeper in an environment of "adult" world. smoking,bad attitude and being negative towards learning. yes,if they really cannot perform academically,it's okay. but why do they have to land themselves in these bad situation. and it pains to see people around me turning to these people. i don't know what future may holds for them but i'm sad that they are wasting their precious time away like that. its just a sad fact which we can't control.
alright,i sound like a super naggy auntie here. shall drop this topic and talk about the inter-house drama competition in aj. alright,ytd was the final showdown for ihdc and our house did extremely well i must say and i'm really glad i didn't waste my time making the props and going through those rehearsals. (: photos uploaded. and yes,2 jc1s boys acted sissy and man,they were so damn pretty,with nice figures that all girls are looking for. damn jealous alright.





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